As I’m typing this, I’ve jerked off three times today. And I’ve done it consistently for the past five days. I feel like shit and my motivation is down the hole. My dopamine receptors are shot. Hell, I’ve been spending less than an hour working on my freelance writing business per day, despite the fact my sister and her kids are gone out of the house. I literally have no excuse but to bust out hours of good, hard-earned work.
But it’s time to get back on my feet and chase greatness over feeling good short term.
That’s the real question, isn’t it?
Instant gratification via jerking off or delaying said gratification for future glory, future adventure, foreign & exotic girls, and a successful freelance writing business.
WHAT DO YOU WANT, ADAM?
I know the answer.
It’s time to quit playing around and get to work.
From here on out, I will jerk off only once a week. That’s it. No more, no less.
Let’s get back on the narrow road to success and win.